Feeling Sad

Right now I'm at sch canteen I know I should be in class at this time but I really Feeling stress here today for today's module I seriously don't know what am I going to do with my life if I go on skipping lesson, I have been skipping lesson since last week and today even though I'm in sch I still skipped,Last week I never even attend UT guess I'm doom this time and my grade willl surely be very bad.... for today, I feel so miserable have stomach ache and in the morning I have panick attack keep feeling my heart beat very fast and can't breath and I look pale okie Basically I skipped lesson again and I feel bad about it becose of KL and I feel very irresponsible I am such a bad person because I simly can't draw and have no idea what to draw therefore I skipped the lesson and now waiting for frens at canteen.... Guess it will be the last time I skipped lesson again I hope I Feeling sad now and bad and miserable for skipping lesson.