Reflection thoughts
It's a Saturday today waiting to attend my cousin's pool bbq at her place.Was listening to song and watching mtv on the tv, I love listening to songs, they c an make me feel relaxed and do some reflections.I came to realised that I have did nothing at all in my life maybe beacuse I'm too scared, too scared to think or even to try.
I love Dancing....
But I'm scared to try
I love Music....
But I'm scared even I don't know why
I love to Sing...
But I'm scared
What am I scared of?? I don't know maybe it's because of the low confidence I have, don't dare or don't have the guts to try out new things. I realised that all this while I have been trying to find myself, a real me... Where have I gone, I may be happy with my friends but am I really happy? In class I'm always smiling but am I truely happy? I don't know.... I guess I have lost myself trying hard to be somebody who all of them thinks I'm.
BACKSTREET BOYS... I STILL
Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that
No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
Chorus
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last
I've tried to fight itCan't deny it
You don't even know
(Repeat chorus)
I wish I could find you
Just like I found you
Then I would never let you go
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) from you
The above lyrics is from Backstreet Boys, It somehow describe what I'm feeling now,I always ask myself who am I now, am I still the same or have I changed?? when I finaly find myself, never again will I let it go. I just wanna let my heart free, trying hard to find myself...even harder than I can handle,living in my own world which have lots of masks in it I just wanna break free just feel so helpless............I'm SCared
I love Dancing....
But I'm scared to try
I love Music....
But I'm scared even I don't know why
I love to Sing...
But I'm scared
What am I scared of?? I don't know maybe it's because of the low confidence I have, don't dare or don't have the guts to try out new things. I realised that all this while I have been trying to find myself, a real me... Where have I gone, I may be happy with my friends but am I really happy? In class I'm always smiling but am I truely happy? I don't know.... I guess I have lost myself trying hard to be somebody who all of them thinks I'm.
BACKSTREET BOYS... I STILL
Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that
No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
Chorus
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last
I've tried to fight itCan't deny it
You don't even know
(Repeat chorus)
I wish I could find you
Just like I found you
Then I would never let you go
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) from you
The above lyrics is from Backstreet Boys, It somehow describe what I'm feeling now,I always ask myself who am I now, am I still the same or have I changed?? when I finaly find myself, never again will I let it go. I just wanna let my heart free, trying hard to find myself...even harder than I can handle,living in my own world which have lots of masks in it I just wanna break free just feel so helpless............I'm SCared
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