Damn tired nowadays everytime after lesson went home straight to sleep some say I'm a pig but i'm just dead tired. Now sitting in class waiting for the 3rd meeting to start and whole body is aching especially on my neck. Today work up with my ear swollen WHAT THE heLL HELP hope it won't be serious and that it won't have a ball growing out of it, I'm kindda scared!!! guess shall see how it goes tomorrow if still got swell I shall go see a doc. Partly also my fault for not taking good care should'nt have eaten prawns and seafood when i've pierce my ear now suffering and lately whole body is aching ARGHZ I can feel that I'm growing weaker and weaker what is going on with me what the hell is happening.

Thanks for all my friend concerns, I have reconcile with my sis since she apologize to me hahah but not really on talking terms as we also don't know what can we talk about.

Lately I have lots of thoughts, I feel that my life is in a blank as in I see no future for myself it seems like time have passed but I'm still staying put in the starting point where I have no achieve anything and I have nothing I can proud of. People often ask me what do I want to do when I graduate I can even answer them I have no idea myself what am I surposed to do?

Fac is here got to go shall blog next time when I'm having the time to d so bye~!!!