USELESS.... :(

Today as usual nothing much went to sch for Fyp and I'm surposed to come up with the audio for the music but I'm dumb figure out whole day and spent sooo many hours and only come up with a few lines music haiz I'm just not talented and today I just feel all that useless never contribute much haiz I just don't know how can I edit don's music and he really help us alot I feel sooooooo bad. If only I can be all that smarter and all I can come up with nice music from the garage band haiz all I can say is I'm useless never have I felt so useless before and I even complaine to neng zai telling her how stupid I'm >.<...

Lately have been losing appetite haiz already soo skinny ler still lose appetite and I'm getting gastirc pain more and more often and insomia as well I think sooner or later I'll not being able to hold on and get crazy....... Right here I can only say sorry to all my team members for being so useless.