saw maine's nick and then went to see his blog what can I say?? I know I'm stupid but i do think of him and I really hope I can be beside him when he is down but seems like it's not going to be that way.

我想我是真的累了。。。 我讨厌我自己无时无刻会想起你。。。让自己泪水往下流。。。 我累了不想再停留在过去的回忆。Perhaps it is time to move on... I think I should