Is it me or am I just slow, run into some problem when working, got reprimade by my manager today saying that I'm not doing my job well what does she knows? I know I did my job but just that not good enough for her. She ask me you know why I never let you open the counter on sat? I know but I just pretend that I don't so she say It's because that you are slow and it will slow down the process. well I just listen and forget coz I know it will make my day worse if I gonna think about it. When she said that it makes me wonder is it because that i don't like what I'm doing that's why I am slow or is it simply because I am slow.

Have been pondering about changing my job but come to realised that I don't know what I can do if I really quit. I came to realised that I really dont dare to step forward to achieve it and I'm dependent on ppl thats why my manager also say that other ppl keep saying that I keep disturbing them that's why I think they dislike me. I'm not gonna cry over it but I'm just tired too tired.