Yesterday was the last day of Ah Ma's wake today is her cremation day and it will be the last day where I can see her then now she is gone forever. There was also a scene where u can see it in those gangster movies where all those triads pay respect, yesterday got a gang of small hooligans together with their "leader" come to pay respect to ah ma those are my cousin friends not those small hooligans but maybe the leader?but I wonder do they know their purpose of doing so. It's like watching movie group of people wear black then pay respect like a triads movie.
Often people always take thing and people for granted till they really lost them. I love her alot she has been taking care of me since I was young now all those have become memories.
I remember when I was young I used to run down to her place and ask her to tie my hair and she will tie two pretty ponytail or pigtail for me. When I was in primary school she will take care of me and de tong make sure we get dress and make sure we don't miss our school bus, as i get older I spend lesser time with her but often when I don't have key to go home I will run to her place for a nap and she will always asked if I have eaten and when I'm hungry she will always cook something nice for me although all her food is vegetarian stuff but I still loved it alot and always commented "ah ma it's very nice no matter what u cook it's always nice".
I remembered once I was having a bad dream and was kicking her while dreaming and she was shouting like ouch ouch ouch then I got woke up by her "ouch" after that she complained on how I kick her and I was laughing. Before she went to hospital I still disturb her asking her " ah ma u remember who I am?" she hates ppl who asked her this question as if she have forgotten us but I loved to disturb her she commented that I like a kid and never grows up. Pass few weeks seeing her in hospital with all those tubes I was aching hoping that she will get well soon and wont have to suffer those pain. Last sunday morning around 3 plus she was gone. away I can never taste the food she cooks again I can never say ah ma good night to her again.
AH MA I LOVE YOU GOOD NiGHt REST wELL inPEACE and protects all of us. I love you
Often people always take thing and people for granted till they really lost them. I love her alot she has been taking care of me since I was young now all those have become memories.
I remember when I was young I used to run down to her place and ask her to tie my hair and she will tie two pretty ponytail or pigtail for me. When I was in primary school she will take care of me and de tong make sure we get dress and make sure we don't miss our school bus, as i get older I spend lesser time with her but often when I don't have key to go home I will run to her place for a nap and she will always asked if I have eaten and when I'm hungry she will always cook something nice for me although all her food is vegetarian stuff but I still loved it alot and always commented "ah ma it's very nice no matter what u cook it's always nice".
I remembered once I was having a bad dream and was kicking her while dreaming and she was shouting like ouch ouch ouch then I got woke up by her "ouch" after that she complained on how I kick her and I was laughing. Before she went to hospital I still disturb her asking her " ah ma u remember who I am?" she hates ppl who asked her this question as if she have forgotten us but I loved to disturb her she commented that I like a kid and never grows up. Pass few weeks seeing her in hospital with all those tubes I was aching hoping that she will get well soon and wont have to suffer those pain. Last sunday morning around 3 plus she was gone. away I can never taste the food she cooks again I can never say ah ma good night to her again.
AH MA I LOVE YOU GOOD NiGHt REST wELL inPEACE and protects all of us. I love you
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