Friday 10 August'07 entry
Just came out from Audi feeling kindda down... I just don't want to be selfish and make her play with me only that's why I ask her if she wanna join the rest. She just can't tell that they don't really want me to be present if not they would have pm me and ask if I wanna join them too.
When I was in the room I try to talk so much but I feel like I'm just talking to the wall with minimal replies from them, I don't see why do I have to come across this kind of situation therefore the only way is to find my other friends while leaving her to enjoy with them.
Ended up I'm always at fault well it's ok as long as everyone around me feels happy then I will be happy. If you are reading this, I hope you won't be angry this is just how I feel when I ask if you wanna joined them in the game as I don't want you to be always playing with me only cause they are your friends too. I shall end this topic at here...
Today went to 85 market to celebrate Joy's b-day although we did it on sat but today are with her poly mates so we have guys sitting on one side and gals on the other.
It's really interesting how I ended up knowing them, the guys always like to tease Joy and make fun of her but it is also fun to see them doing that and I think joy is enjoying herself catching up with their life, finding out how they are doing. We enjoyed the food there and have tang yuan of different taste as dessert one word おいしいですね ^^ really enjoyed myself but one thing is that why do we end up talking about dead bodies and how people died and all those stuff at the end of the day =.=
Come to think of it although I am not really close with them but they are definitely closer to me than those I know in RP, It's amazing how we cross each other's life and I've know them since poly year 1 even though we are from different school, whenever we have gathering I guess me and hui always feel that we are the odd 1 out as the rest of them are from TP. Still I've say I'm really glad to be able to befriend them cause they brighten up my life ^^ these friends are hard to come by: Joy, Jos, Hui, Koon, JJ, HW, Saw, Alan, Desmond very happy to know all of you!!! Probably it been long before we get to see each other again and now pls take good care!!!
When I was in the room I try to talk so much but I feel like I'm just talking to the wall with minimal replies from them, I don't see why do I have to come across this kind of situation therefore the only way is to find my other friends while leaving her to enjoy with them.
Ended up I'm always at fault well it's ok as long as everyone around me feels happy then I will be happy. If you are reading this, I hope you won't be angry this is just how I feel when I ask if you wanna joined them in the game as I don't want you to be always playing with me only cause they are your friends too. I shall end this topic at here...
Today went to 85 market to celebrate Joy's b-day although we did it on sat but today are with her poly mates so we have guys sitting on one side and gals on the other.
It's really interesting how I ended up knowing them, the guys always like to tease Joy and make fun of her but it is also fun to see them doing that and I think joy is enjoying herself catching up with their life, finding out how they are doing. We enjoyed the food there and have tang yuan of different taste as dessert one word おいしいですね ^^ really enjoyed myself but one thing is that why do we end up talking about dead bodies and how people died and all those stuff at the end of the day =.=
Come to think of it although I am not really close with them but they are definitely closer to me than those I know in RP, It's amazing how we cross each other's life and I've know them since poly year 1 even though we are from different school, whenever we have gathering I guess me and hui always feel that we are the odd 1 out as the rest of them are from TP. Still I've say I'm really glad to be able to befriend them cause they brighten up my life ^^ these friends are hard to come by: Joy, Jos, Hui, Koon, JJ, HW, Saw, Alan, Desmond very happy to know all of you!!! Probably it been long before we get to see each other again and now pls take good care!!!
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