I wanted to tell her I feel that... but I end up saying nothing.

This is what I wanna say: I feel that I've lost my friends... Bel you say that I'm so nice in fact I would rather say I'm coward cause I dare not faced reality...

I'm getting fine as time goes though the wound is there but I'm the only one who makes it hurt more =.= so I'm moving out of this shell and experience a new life and I believe one day I can look at this space and not feeling any pain^^ and not waiting for any hope...