どこですか。わたしわどこですか。Where have I been? Wake Up from all this MZ.

Blast to my ipod yesterday or should I say today morning and I cried to sleep how long have I cry I've no idea but I woke up feeling down not wanting to move or do anything, I just cover myself under the blanket...

It's over I guess all over and I can finally put it behind me though the feelings is still there but I will let it go slowly isn't this what I wanted? i don't wanna think about it anymore...

Thanks Von and Hui for being here, thanks Von I really feel much better talking it out with you at least I end up laughing I love you the most VON!!! I know I can tell u just anything and wont feel embarrassed or ashamed of it.

I will try to cry less I will try my best no promises but I try... It's been a long time since I cry to sleep come to think of it I am sooo stupid =.=