Song for the Day: When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd
need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
[ When You're Gone lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were
yeah, yeahhh

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I'm in pain...Too much memories too much pain; too precious too much tears...

Tears for the unwanted I'm trying my best to pick myself up trying hard but I can't cause I cannot move on and I don't know how to... I can hardly breath...

Familiar faces have gone missing familiar taste familiar voices where have they gone to... Why must I move on when I don't want to? I've think of ending all these but I'm a coward and selfish to do so...

Don't tell me to get a job I'm trying to find one... Don't tell me stop thinking about things cause I've tried but I can't just forget... It's over I'll moved on but never again will I see things the same... Happiness is somewhere far I can't find it within my reach.

I know I should blogged sth about the happy days and my bday but not now...
When I feel better I'll blog about it...Right now I just want to cry...

Will the pain go away?