It's killing me, it's killing me, I can't breathe... the more I stop myself trying to think about you the more I think about you. I don't know why it's stupid and I know it is.

It's not worth thinking and longing for someone who doesn't care anything about you. I just want to be his friend, someone whom he can talk to. how much I wanted to tell him that I'd be here to listen to you if u ever need me, but it's pointless.

Can I just erase all that in my mind and move on. I don't want to be crying anymore!